Wednesday 19 April 2017

What I'm learning about the church ...

The church is truly an amazing concept.

Think about it.

Last weekend, we flew to a place in rural, isolated Angola that would have taken 10-14 hours by car. Five hours on paved road, and five hours on “dirt road” (a loose term, considering the roads are barely passable).

The middle of nowhere Angola.

And yet, there were people there (quite a lot, really), and a thriving church. What?!

It’s truly amazing that God’s church extends to almost every people and culture in the world (though the work is still far from finished), even though we are so different.

I mean, these people in rural Angola—Cavango to be exact—don’t have cell phone service. Many have probably never been to a city in Angola, and probably have no concept of where Canada is. They have their land, their families, and their mud huts. That’s about it. No cars. No Internet. No stores.

I’m learning a lot about the church living away from North America.

Growing up, the church I knew was populated by white, middle-to-upper class, generally older people. To me, it was a beautiful, enjoyable, old familiar place.

Then, as I grew up, my eyes were opened to what many people really thought of the church. It’s boring. It’s dying. It’s judgmental and old-fashioned. It’s fake and unwilling to change. White, bible-thumping, judgmental, upper class, conservative Americans.

The weird thing is … that’s only a very, very small part of the grand picture of the church.

Technically, the average Christian today is a poor, African or South American woman. Not rich. Not white. And not American. And probably not even remotely aware of the issues of the Western church, like whether or not Christians should make bouquets or wedding cakes for same-sex weddings, or whether Christians should protest abortion or support Trump. For most, their issues are a little closer to home: Will God bring rain to grow the crops? Will God care for me now that my husband has left me? Will God provide another child, now that my first two have died from malaria?

Moving to Angola has opened my eyes to this new type of church—a church that perhaps is much closer to the original church. A church that isn’t overwhelmed by programs and big church buildings and flashy worship. A church that is overwhelmed with the poor, and needy, and hungry, and weary, and sick.

Let me paint you a picture of some of the churches we’ve seen:
Simple, mud or concrete building. Benches. No window panes and glass. No lights or power. A few elders and a pastor. Many, many children and women. Offerings of grain and corn, and maybe a few coins and bills. Dirt floors.

So … what am I learning? Humility. That’s for sure. What I thought was the right way to “do church” is certainly not the only way. Just one way. And maybe, MAYBE not even the right way.

Simplicity. Along the same lines, maybe being a Christian is a lot simpler than I allow it to be.  

I’m learning to check my judgment at the door. Learning that poor, uneducated Christians can still teach me a lot. That they matter. That they are equal before God. That their different style of worship or teaching isn’t necessarily wrong. Just … different.

I’m learning to love the church. Sure, it’s not perfect. It’s diverse, and messy, and at times, totally difficult to love. It’s full of problems, and controversy, and pain. But it’s also part of God’s plan. 

And finally, I’m learning to love God more. The same God that I know and worship in Canada is at work in Angola, Afghanistan, the Philippines, and China.



Sunday 9 April 2017

Processing life this month ...

I don’t really have a right to complain. That’s what I’ve learned … living on the mission field could be a heck of a lot harder. We actually have it pretty lucky here in Lubango, Angola—we have two good grocery stores. A “mall”. School options. Traffic that moves, and doesn’t just stay still. It’s fairly easy to escape the city. There’s one or two nice parks. A pool. Restaurants. FANTASTIC weather.

So, really, compared to some of our colleagues, in more difficult countries or locations, we should be very, very thankful.

But big surprise … it’s hard to be thankful, when you start comparing. Am I right? I mean, we have it good, but it’s still no Canada. No Europe. No United States. It’s still Africa.

Our house is good … but it could be better. It would be nice to have consistent electricity. A dishwasher. Light fixtures.

Our church is good … but it could be better. It would be nice to have a nursery. A bigger building. A shorter service. A place to fit in.

Our life is good … but it could be better. It would be nice to have more time. More money. More vacation. Family.

Our program is good … but it could be better. It would be nice to have more help. Less problems. More money. Less visas. 

And just like that …. we’re feeling down. It’s been a year and a half since we left Canada. It’s far too easy to be discouraged, and, well … hard to be encouraged.

Venting helps. Distraction helps. Sleeping helps. But they are just band-aid solutions. What does the Bible say?

Philippians 4:11-12: “Not that I am speaking of being in need, for I have learned in whatever situation I am to be content. I know how to be brought low, and I know how to abound. In any and every circumstance, I have learned the secret of facing plenty and hunger, abundance and need.”

1 Timothy 6:6-8: “Now there is great gain in godliness with contentment, for we brought nothing into the world, and we cannot take anything out of the world. But if we have food and clothing, with these we will be content.”

Philippians 4:6: “Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God.”

Clearly, the answer is prayer. Quiet time. Focusing on God and not just on our present circumstances (or our past mistakes … or our future dreams). Looking for contentment not in material things, but heavenly things.

Easy to say, slightly harder to do. Especially when you’re a parent. Correction: when you’re a human. A human who has her heart still kind of stuck in Canada, what life “used to be like.”


Pray for me. Pray for us. We’re thankful and glad to be here. But, perhaps like many young parents our age, or first term missionaries around the world, we need daily grace to not focus on our circumstances (which … really aren’t that bad), not to focus on what social media tells us we’re missing out on, not to focus on what life used to be like … but to focus on God. It’s not an accident that our hearts long for something this world can never give us. So let’s pursue it. Let’s pursue contentment in godliness.